that feeling won't leave ... at least you got in when the market was cheap ...

i gave up on finishing most projects - the market sucks what's the point

 

skype

 

i agree....i found him a job this morning at KU that pays 50-70k depending on experience....he said it's a job he could do. plus if all else fails he can get a job at my families company until he finds a job/field he likes. he could bring home 400+ a week there....in kansas we could afford to live off that. i've already done tons of research, i really dislike living here 95% of the time. i love living with mike and the kids and having my own little family, but i hate everything else. the beach is even starting to **** me off. every 2 weeks i feel like i have a mental breakdown and freak out for about 2 days about living here.

i know, i sound like a crybaby

 

keep exercising and eating good ... sugar is worse for your body than the cholesterol in eggs ... if you want 3-4 go for it ...

 

i know! i didn't realize until recently that our sexlife is amazing. LOL...i mean, i knew it was good, but i didn't realize that other people don't do it as much as we do.

 

Becky take it from me.....the grass is never greener......I've left countless women for other women and when it's all said and done.....the grass is the same color everywhere it's just that some grass has more **** stains from the nieghbors dog!!

 

do you know when school ends in ny? i think its mid june, which would mean full time with the kids. ****.

 

unfortunately mikes right - the grass isn't always greener ... not to sound all buddhist but you need to get right with yourself inside first

then again sometimes a change of scenery is just what the doctor ordered

 

+1 and mike sucks at making new friends....he's so wierd and awkward.....

 

i only know a few couples who have sex every day. youve been with lacey a long time, if she still puts out daily you should consider yourself real lucky.

 

i think out of all the girls i ever dated only 2 liked to do it that much ...

lacey and i are good but it's definitely not every day ... 2 or 3 days a week i don't even see her cause she is just working the bar at night since she got laid off from the dealership, she is walking out the door as i am walking in

 

+1 I've only been with my gf for 2 years.....and we have sex most days.....but honestly...whatever

 

+1

 

sounds great!!

 

hahaha it's great for my video game time

 

leaves plenty of time for jerking off too

 

a lot of my problem here is i can't stand over half the people. i can't stand the neighborhood i live in anymore. i miss my friends and my family. i'm not still not use to being around my kids ALL the time....i used to get a weekend off every now and then, or my parents would take the kids, or the girl next door. i have no outlet and i have no clue how to get one. i have no money to go do retail therapy, and i still don't feel comfortable enough to have mike watch the kids while i go out and 'treat' myself.

my whole 'grass is greener' comes from me thinking ny would be so much better....when so far in reality it's not...mental wise.

 

i feel like i'm getting right with myself as i get older.....i try to have a positive outlook, i try to have patience with the kids and i keep reminding myself that i was their age once and 10x crazier. i'm eating a million times healthier (minus not enough) and i'm working out a lot..i'm pretty much the healthiest i've ever been. idk, i'm in a funk and have been for a while with wanting to move back.

 

jalapeno smokehouse almonds are DA BOMB!!!!!

 

yeah thats always an option too