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03-09-2004, 03:56 PM
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Listen Hello,
This is RPM and I felt the need to create this thread even though most of you might know what's contained within already.
This will be the very last time I discuss it because all it does is make me sad..
Even though I am doing great and might get my first.. heh date soon!
I attempted sucide a while ago by taking alot of pills.. Why?
Well it's quite simple..
I had no friends, no one to talk too.. everything was going downhill and I just got sick of it.
Unlike most people if someone "disses" me then no matter how hard I try I think back on it for many days even weeks.. or months!
I have some problems and I don't know why and I don't know how I can stop it but I now see therapist.
I just wanted to let you guys know because some people were wondering where I was.
I am not going to say please don't "diss" me or anything because that'll tempt you more but at least now you know how it makes me feel.
In case your wondering I created this screename because I was just sick of "RPM" but now I am starting to miss it.
Feel free to leave your comments I know i have some problems so if you don't mind I'd rather you not tell me them.
This is RPM and I felt the need to create this thread even though most of you might know what's contained within already.
This will be the very last time I discuss it because all it does is make me sad..
Even though I am doing great and might get my first.. heh date soon!
I attempted sucide a while ago by taking alot of pills.. Why?
Well it's quite simple..
I had no friends, no one to talk too.. everything was going downhill and I just got sick of it.
Unlike most people if someone "disses" me then no matter how hard I try I think back on it for many days even weeks.. or months!
I have some problems and I don't know why and I don't know how I can stop it but I now see therapist.
I just wanted to let you guys know because some people were wondering where I was.
I am not going to say please don't "diss" me or anything because that'll tempt you more but at least now you know how it makes me feel.
In case your wondering I created this screename because I was just sick of "RPM" but now I am starting to miss it.
Feel free to leave your comments I know i have some problems so if you don't mind I'd rather you not tell me them.
03-09-2004, 04:06 PM
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Re: Listen
there is a easier way then the pill method, I know I already played this out on here but everytime he looks for more attention he is going to get the truth. RPM <img src="http://forum.ogrish.com/images/smilies/suicide3.gif"> Last edited by fabes; 03-09-2004 at 04:09 PM.
03-09-2004, 04:14 PM
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Re: Listen
Take care of yourself, get well and good luck with the date. Try not to take what people say seriously...most the times they don't mean it the way you take it anyways.
Just try to relax and enjoy the ride...the real world sucks *** and none of the problems you have now will make a sh*t of difference in a few years..you'll miss being 16 b4 you know it.
High school is a weird ....when you get out you'll see. You will notice once you get out that the majority of the people who seemed to run the place "peak". I have run into people that were "cool" kids in HS and more then a few of them have let themselves and their life go to sh*t. It is pretty funny to see the HS starting quaterback that was the **** in, had the hot girl and the cool car 50lbs over weight, balding and working at Lowe's.
Just try to relax and enjoy the ride...the real world sucks *** and none of the problems you have now will make a sh*t of difference in a few years..you'll miss being 16 b4 you know it.
High school is a weird ....when you get out you'll see. You will notice once you get out that the majority of the people who seemed to run the place "peak". I have run into people that were "cool" kids in HS and more then a few of them have let themselves and their life go to sh*t. It is pretty funny to see the HS starting quaterback that was the **** in, had the hot girl and the cool car 50lbs over weight, balding and working at Lowe's.
03-09-2004, 04:43 PM
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Re: Listen
stop with the attention whoring...everyone has problems. Just live life and enjoy it for what it is. You never know what you are missing till you dont have it anymore. I just looked death in the face with my accident and I love life more now than ever.
03-09-2004, 04:55 PM
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Re: Listen
then stop making SOOO many posts about you. if you really didnt want pitty you could have just as easily been a man and decided not to use your attempt as a crutch or an excuse and said hey im back (again) and im gonna behave (again) or even better just come back and blended back in.
03-09-2004, 05:07 PM
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Re: Listen
OK. im gonna be serious here...
this **** is/was obviously for attention. from people you know at home, your family, and us here... its a cry for help... and now you got help. GOOD! let it be. go to your counseling if thats what you need, get better... get some confidence... its not easy i know.. but no matter what happens and how shitty your life is, theres ALWAYS something to live for. your family especially. do you know how hurt theyd be if you succeeded? think about it... also ive seen your house, your posessions, etc.. you live well my friend... but money and posessions arent everything, i know. things will brighten up. trust me, i speak from personal experience.
i could go on and on... and actually i will, but not here. expect a PM little man... and take it for what its worth, im only trying to help now
this **** is/was obviously for attention. from people you know at home, your family, and us here... its a cry for help... and now you got help. GOOD! let it be. go to your counseling if thats what you need, get better... get some confidence... its not easy i know.. but no matter what happens and how shitty your life is, theres ALWAYS something to live for. your family especially. do you know how hurt theyd be if you succeeded? think about it... also ive seen your house, your posessions, etc.. you live well my friend... but money and posessions arent everything, i know. things will brighten up. trust me, i speak from personal experience.
i could go on and on... and actually i will, but not here. expect a PM little man... and take it for what its worth, im only trying to help now
03-09-2004, 05:28 PM
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Re: Listen
hey dont listen to people on here or out here. Half the people that diss you never even talked to you and dont know you. It takes alot more to judge a person than just posts or threads here on SL...Dont let anyone put you down cause it's not worth it. Whatever someone sais just think of their ignorance, most people cant relate to your problems. I'm not saying I can...But it takes alot for a person to attempt suicide, and personally I'm glad that you didnt suceede(sp?)...cause you have the rest of your life to live, and you still have to get a bike....good luck...
and welcome back...
and welcome back...
03-09-2004, 05:36 PM
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Re: Listen
If you meet me in real life I defiantly seem diffrent..
I met (so far) PunisherZX12, Meacham, Shortz, Dash and like thats all the usernames at least I can name off the top of my head.
Oh wait the lovely and beautiful 150grl as well.
I met (so far) PunisherZX12, Meacham, Shortz, Dash and like thats all the usernames at least I can name off the top of my head.
Oh wait the lovely and beautiful 150grl as well.
03-09-2004, 06:43 PM
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Re: Listen
Doesn't anyone get it but me? RPM is always posting this bullshit so he can get sympathy and having all the females on SL stick up for him. Then in reply he will try to hit on all the girls that show him sympathy and attention. RPM YOUR GAME IS WEAK!!
