shitty day for sure. I am so ready to get the **** out of here.

 

+1

 

what is in the tunnels that would effect the fire alarm

 

i was tryin, first 3 days... and she doesn't wanna do this either, just feels like she has to so i can get my life together on my own... she said "don't try to win me back" ... i said i have to, i am not just gonna let it go... but then another time she said once you get straightened out we can be together... and then 20 mins later just give me one last kiss.. like we would never kiss again.. so the hardest thing for me to do right now is not talk to her... see if she breaks.. there are 2 options.
a. she realizes she is so unhappy without me
b. she realizes she can live without me.

 

Im ready to get outta here and be in alb already, ima take a lil vacation, couple weeks or so, maybe longer

 

fire alarms

 

im getting my hair cut in 25 min i hate hair cuts

 

maybe this is a turning point, gotta step back and think about things, I don't know u personally, but always remember, things catch up to u, and happen for a reason............

 

i hear that. i figured you be settled in by now

 

If its meant to be she'll come back to you. In the mean time try and get you **** together man.

 

why?

 

well **** mike. it sounds like shes just sick of you being jobless/ gettin a job and leaving. sounds like shes tryin to prove a point that **** like that isnt gonna fly with her.

sounds like shes wants to make you a better person.

 

I was suppose to be but i wasn't gonna let 2 g's get away from me and my paid vacation another 1500 or so, so now im all set last day FEB 9th, I'll be in alb by the 10th :YEAH

 

nah man the only way ANYONE can just walk away from a 4 1/2 yr relationshit is if there was someone else in her life and you and i both know that is not the case. so you have to trust that things will work out and if it is meant to be it WILL be. it may take her a week or a few months but eventually if things are meant to be they will be. Hardeest thing you can do is Just realizing there is nothing really you can do... and yes i know how shitty of a feeling it is you know that i just went through it 2 months ago.

 

what im thinking

 

that's exactly what i'm doin.. tryin to get a job, and go back to school... do everything on my own... just hope she comes back. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

 

+1 she wants something more in her life and commin home to a bf who has been sittin there all day isn't it...dosent mean she dosent love him or anything just wants him to have some ambition

 

that's exactly it... i've always made more money than her... just got in a bad situation and was out of a job... it's not even about the money.. it's principal.. and went on for too long with me not making progress.

 

haha don't know really just ******* hate em

 

so can she make the mortgage pymt herself? or is she thinking about listing the house?