[QUOTE=scott3824;2609697]how did my name get on that quote?

 

mmmm, type in mortgage calculators... i used to have an excel graph where u could do that.. but i don't have it anymore, and don't remember the equation

 

there are a bunch on line

 

because thats what girls do ... she may know but she still wants a reaction from something she tells you to purposely upset you, sometimes girls will do something like that so you will go off the handle and then she has a reason to not talk to you

 

that's kinda fucked.. like i'm waiting for that ONE thing, where i can deff know if it's gonna work or not.. so i can get some ****** closure or somethin.

 

you need to start doing the same and stop wallowing in self pity, not trying to be an *** bro but its the reality of it

 

IT went on to say that's why guys who find out that thier girl cheated will ask things about what she did. (did you suck his dickm, did you **** him, how may times, etc). And when girls find out their man cheated on them they will ask things about how he feels about the other chick. (do you love her etc.)

 

that's ****** hard when i'm tryin to cut back drinking... i do it too much, and too heavily.. and i'm 25 mins away from all my friends, so it's like sleep on a ****** couch, or don't drink.. i hate sleeping at other ppls places.. so i choose option C, and i drink, and ****** drive... last thing i need is a dui

 

thats problem #1 - stop waiting for that because waiting for it isn't gonna make it happen, it either will or wont and you can't force it to happen ...

 

Go out and have fun. I would recommend a street session followed by the bar.

 

yeah, common sense tells me that.. but i also don't wanna do something to **** up the chances ya know....

 

i'm VERY low on cash... bars r pricey, i can drink um probably too much... and last thing i need is 1400 in tickets n to go to jail.

 

yeah i like being at home too and yeah don't go on a downward spiral and get in trouble - thats the worst thing that could happen now ... get this job and start making moves in the professional world, go out with people from work during the week, party with other friends on the weekends - get them to give you a ride or suck it up and stay on their couch ... start riding more or spend time at a gym and get in shape (it really does make you feel better even though it sounds cliche)

 

don't spend your life walking on egg shells because of this either

 

yeah... i need to start lifting.. make myself feel better... just lack of motivation blows... we have a gym here.. so i should get on it

 

go to happy hour, pre drink off your friends beer, and yes dont drink and drive

 

yeah... i know what u mean. i won'tm do this forever.. at one point, she's gonna be too late

 

i was hammered by 2 yesterday. 3 chamborde margaritas(they cut u off after 3) a gin n tonic, and 2 blue moons.

 

k i'm leavin the house.. gotta get outta here, thanks for everyones advice, i really appreciate it.. i'll come out alright, i know i will, time just sucks now. see you guys in a bit.

 

Later homes.