141am sat.... im wasted.... i hate too much, dont love enough... i want things to come easy... i want to be a self made millionair.... is it going to happen? what am i doing wrong? snowboard??? music??? motorcycles??? who knows. everyone has things on the plate, everyone is offered things, and has the option to make discisions. some good some bad. how do you know there bad until you fail or succeed? life is a gamble. how do you know that your not making a life condeming choice when your asked certain things? whats bad whats wrong? invest or spend? itch your nose or pick it? who will see who wont? who cares? do they matter? do you matter? do i matter?

 

Nick hills school of drunken philosophy

 

u should be here drinking!!!!!

 

wow! lol you sound like me nick?! you rock babe! lets get drunk together sometime!

 

Nick i feel the same way,SOBER.

 

i second that

 

If you're alone, pick it. But if you're in public itch it

 

What the f#@k?????????

 

bob seger said it best in the song (beautiful loser). you cant have it all! work hard and play hard and be the best you can be!

 

Listen to this,i know when people are being real and nick has just spilled the beans on this ****in website,nick i give you big props even if it was in a drunkin stuper cause i know it came from the heart.....some people may say im depressed cause i just want to run....away from michigan away from everything.....and nick being confused about who he is and what he should be doing in his life...to me....thats a natural thing in life...none of us know who we are or what we are suppost to be doing here...none of us know the meaning of our lifes and what we are suppost to be doing with it...which is definitly a natural stage of our lifes. I believe that everything that happenes in our lifes has a meaning....good or bad.....i guess you could call me very sentemental...and maybe even crazy, but i believe that we do have a destiny and things are going to happen the way they happen for a reason, and the way our lifes turn out was our choice...so in turn...the way my life works out was actully my choices going the only way they could go...the way i think....the way i run my life and make choices.....your going to make your life the way you want to make it nick, and noone can change that....in my bias opnion....you are one of the most genuin people i have ever met and thats why your so important to me.... and i think that your on the right track nick, no matter what you do in your life...and thats MY honesty spilled on the stupid ****in internet.