come on I just wanna cuddle!!

FIRST POST ON PAGE 100 B!TCHES!!!!

 

only cause riding is more important

 

that isn't that bad

 

spooning leads to forking.....

 

so does that stand for Not Something For Women?? So who is the pic of?? Is that you wickedkitty or are you just luring people with that??

 

I would fork you a LOT!!!!! :YEAH

 

and forking leads to knees crammed to the headboard

 

Ugh.

I'm seriously... miserable.

The weather has been shitty for the last couple weeks- which depresses me (i think I have seasonal affective disorder)...

I have my allergy issues on top of (i think) a cold...

The worse thing is I hadn't seen my husband for 3 months... only got to see him for 3 days this past weekend... so now I probably wont see him again for months I havent been on because I've been hella depressed...

Just laying in bed feeling like **** and so unmotivated.

IM SICK OF CRYING MYSELF TO ****ING SLEEP! ugh.

trying to find a job and **** so I can try to occupy my time =/

 

I'm trying to picture how knees would be on the headboard.....feet yeah, ankles maybe, but knees?? Have you ever had sex Steve?? LOL

 

AWWW Hun I'm sorry to hear that, but it's not like it's a permenant situation, its a lil tough now so it'll be better later, I promise!! And for once I got a completely nonsexual hug offer for ya!!

 

works well when their ankles are around the back side of their neck. The knees go right to the headboard

 

And,,,,,,that which doesn't kill us only makes us strong

 

Thanks guys..

It's just ****ing hard... I mean... it started off hard and it just gets harder everytime I see him for a few days and then he's gone for months on end.

He was deployed to Bahrain a WEEK (actually not even a full week) after we got married...I've probably seen him for like a total of a month since we've gotten married.

It's hard to go from seeing him everyday for over a year- then getting married and having him ripped away so abruptly.

He's supposed to go Reserve in November... but he wants to stay Active Duty... and if the Navy doesn't let him- he might enlist in another branch. *sigh*

I support him in his life and career but it's so hard to do. I really give props to Military spouses--especially those who have lifers-- this **** is the hardest thing I've ever been through.

 

Keep on it and work with him.
There are a lot of support groups of military spouses going through the same things you are.

use the resourses that are provided. A lot of them keep you from going crazy.

 

Yeah, I have been...

I'm fine when I'm with him....but when he leaves I feel like ****.

It's like taking a hit and having that high for a few days and then it just abruptly crashes down on you....and everytime the high is better and better... so the crash gets worse and worse.

I just wanna get a job and make some good money to go out there and visit.

I really want to just move out there and get a job there... but he doesn't think it's a good idea (wouldnt be worth the money to move my **** down there)

 

I'd have to agree with Steve, and they are all not as good as you, that's why there is more domestic violence on bases then anywhere else in the country, scandalous wives don't handle the stress in a productive manner. Just take a deep breathe and relax. Finding a job will be a great start to keep you busy!! If you ever want to talk, I'm good for that too, and I'm too far away for you to touch me, which is a good thing cuz I'm very charming!!

 

well then store your stuff and just take what you need?? Or get a job and go visit but that'll be a while considering you don't start jobs with a lot of vaca available!!

 

and conceited


The scary thing is that the Navy has the highest divorce rate among all the Military branches....and I dont want to add to that statistic.

Is it so much to ask- to have time with my husband!? CHRIST.

FTN

 

FTN........NICE HAHAHAHAHA I agree

I think the Navy has the highest divorce rate because they all realize they are gay and marry eachother!! LOL

You'll be ok Hun, you're strong willed.....a pain in the keester but strong none the less!! And seriously if you're miserable and need to talk hit me up for my #!!

 

I wanna be able to be like... "In this many months" or "on this date" I need to take off...

Even if it's upaid vacation or something....

Or if I can sell my bike I can afford go out there for a while and maybe find a job there so I can see him.

I havent even seen the apartment we bought out there =/