got some survivor's guilt for these guys
 

Here I am, drinking some beers smoking and practicing balance point out in my bumpy field on a mountain bike. I had a close call with death on October 8th, 2008. Statistically, I should have died or been paralyzed... While I did get hurt and have some permanent disabilities because of it. I did not die. I am going to keep my head up for the people that this forum was dedicated to. RIP brothers, as I make my way back onto a bike again

ps only the good die young!!!